Dreaming My Life Away I rip myself from your world into another dreaming hoping for a new beginning a world awaits filled with wonder my last night with you almost as breathless as the night itself the darkness embraces me the time has come to speak these words that fill my mind my life my dreams	Waiting Close the window turn out the light, I write too much I don't say enough. I say too much yet I tell you nothing at all. I remain silent to the truth, the truth that is killing me and you. I am silent because I cannot see, the reasons why you let things be. I tell myself I must find out and learn the why and the how? But I cannot bring myself to remember all of it now. It's not up to me, to see, what happened then is right now. I am still standing here in the nowhere, waiting to remember...	Kiss the Night with every word a mystery unfolds this story has remained untold but now the time has come we reach out into this darkness that grants us the gift to see and write the words of the night our hands kiss the page and we kiss the night only the readers of the word will know who we be if they in turn, kiss the night
Tonight I thought of you tonight... The pain is there, so clear in your eyes as sharp as the knife that pierces through but somehow, you always manage to make it through I wish I could be as strong as you facing the fear and all these things so grim never letting your spirit dim I wish I could be like you... but maybe I am... I take your hand in mine feeling the warmth of our embrace your heart beating, right beside mine We feel our pain, we know it well "It's not all in vain," I say "Only the beginning of the end" We wipe the tears away You flash a smile your spirits lifted...you say "When this night is through... and a new day shines for you... that's when you know... everything's going to be ok" I force a smile and look in your eyes the pain still resides... but a glimmer shines too a look of hope... And that's when I knew everything was going to be ok...	Trapped You rip me from sleep filling my mind with you thoughts hopes dreams covering me liquefied and smooth they slowly move into this mind and out again molding and forming into something more tangible so real I can almost feel it almost taste it between my lips salty and sweet like the blood I held so sacred I searched, but the release I cannot find trapped imprisoned in this mind Dare I let these words and thoughts bleed from my hand? If I do will I be free? Or forever will your thoughts imprison me?	Untitled The darkness of night descends in the stillness I reach for you But you're not there I've searched high and low in my plains of despair But you are still not there When dawn comes near I will still be here, waiting for you Your promise of long ago I have not forgotten Our pact made in blood unchanged The emptiness of night wears on I am feeling estranged, deranged In my insanity I find calm Amidst the lies a truth is found Perhaps I have seen with a wrong perspective You have been here all along waiting for me... to finally see